got to quit messing with me....I am fed up. I just bought a new shirt last night at Wally World & sure enough, right in the middle is a brown stain. And from what I do not know. I've only had eggs so far today. Hmph! But if she insists on jackin' with me, I have a trick up my sleeve...the almightly Clorox Bleach Pen. This shit is the bomb! I bet she wishes they'd had this around in her day... but life would be sooo much easier if she'd just stop it!Alos forgot to tell you all...I had a dream about her the other night. It was like 'the dreams' but it was funny this time. We were all at home & we were gonna go to an Indian's game (I have no idea where that one came from???). Anyway we were in line to get tickets & she was standing there beside me. I could see every detail...it was her down to a T. She was even wearing a blue flannel shirt. It was way cool. But like 'the dreams' we all knew she had already passed away. And we were all okay with it. So I looked at her and said "you want me to get your ticket??" She cracked up. She threw her hands up in the air. Then she said "what the hell do I need one for?!" And she laughed. Then she said "I don't need one to get in anymore". It was way cool. You all know what I mean...........
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Damn it...you still made me cry. I miss her...and what I wouldn't give to hear her laugh again. And I wish I got to tell her about L...ya know? I miss her a lot...It's easy to forget for a minute how much I want her here...and then it floods back stronger than before...you know what I mean...
Damn Fem~ I'm sorry. I wanted to share, but I know it hurts like hell. When I wrote this entry earlier today I cried like crazy......I keep thinking it'll get better but it hasn't. I don't care how you cut it, it sucks. But I did see 9 Red Jeeps today.....
Hey girls! It does still hurt but every time I (or one of you) drops something down the front of her shirt I crack up and think of Kay. I can just see her laughing and saying "dammit!". Ah, funny memories. I did however cry like a baby while cleaning her jeep. I'm glad we're keeping it because quite frankly I don't think any of us are ready for her to go. As nuts as she made us sometimes, she will always be with us (red jeeps, spots & stains, dreams,etc.) and for her life and the time we had together I am thankful. Loving you both.....
Yes, it hurts and it's so hard at times. Tomorrow will be really rough on all of us...she would have hit 56 this year. Would give anything for that laugh of hers and even the cursing rampages she would get on. So funny, she'd blush over the littlest thing and then turn around and cuss up a storm. She's was and still is ours and she's deeply missed by all of us. Luckily for us, she's watching down....red jeep, shirt stains and all! We love you and miss you K...I know you're watching me type this. And she's the lucky one...she's with Mom and Dad. And the first one of us to meet our older brother that passed on. We all sit here and think about the what if's and all that...she understands and loves us..that's all that matters. I know she knew we loved her.
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